Monica, I wanted to tell you that I understand. We often say that my oldest son is stubborn and we know exactly where he gets that from. My head is like a rock and if you keep telling me and supporting me when I mess up I will slowly learn.

MonicaI wanted to tell you that I love you with all my heart. Everyday I fall in love with you again. You have brought us two wonderfully lovely boys, who I adore with all my heart.

You are a very clever person. I know sometimes things are not easy and the future sometimes seems hard but with the support from the person who loves you most in the world, anything is possible together.

I am looking forward to my holidays with you and my boys to disconnect from the stress of our normal lives. I am looking forward to seeing our boys experience new experiences with you by their side, to watch the happiness with you by their side. I love you and I am sorry.